I Love You. But I Dont, Because Im a Baby.

I Love You. But I Dont, Because Im a Baby.
Im too young to be in love.
Im to young for sex.
Im not ready fot this.
Im stil a baby.
I love you.
But not like parents love eachother.
Were to young.
Were not in love with eachother.
Were just in love with love!
We just want someone to call theres!
Not to spend a lifetime and eternity with them.
But only to call them yours.
And only to kiss thwm.
And only to hold thier hand.
But only when YOU want to.
Not always and forever!
Just for a little while....

Pills.

"dont worry. everyones doing it."
pills.
"you'll like em'"
pills.
you pop them any chance you get.
pills.
you start to fret.
pills.
moving, shaking
pills.
your slowley breaking.
pills
hurting yourself.
pills.
kiliing your self.
pills.
you pop them every chance you get.
pills.
you get adicted.
pills.
xanex and lortabs.
pills
you eat them like candy.
pills.
but you kno there not.
pills.
"im addicted."
pills.
she is in her bathroom.
pills.
the sink is running
pills.
she is sitting in the corner
pills.
her arms around her knees.
pills.
tears fall to the ground.
pills.
hoping she will be found.
pills.
orange bottes everywere
pills.
white tops on the counter.
pills.
she grabs another.
pills.
puts it to her mouth.
pills.
her eyes roll back.
pills.
my hands drop and falls to the floor
pills.
the pill rolls on the blue and white floor.
pills.
her legs fall straight.
pills.
she has no fate.
pills.
she is so high.
pills.
she cant feel her own wheight.
Pills.
she is dreaming of flying.
pills.
forever
pills.
and ever
pills.
its all over.
pills
she is gone.
pills.
forever.